REMEMBER and FORGET

Forget you still love him
Forget it is true
He knew what he wanted
And it wasn't you
Forget his name
Forget his face
Forget his kiss
His sweet embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Remember he didn't want you
Forget him when they play your song
Remember when you cried all night long
Forget how close you once were
Remember he screwed you over
Forget how you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember you're all alone tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, its past
Forget he said he'd leave you never
Remember he's gone forever!

"IF"

YOU ASKED IF I'D GIVE US A CHANCE,

BUT THIS LOVE COULD NOT BE

ALTHOUGH MY HEART WAS CALLING OUT,

YOU WERE NOT RIGHT FOR ME

PERHAPS ANOTHER TIME OR PLACE,

PERHAPS ANOTHER WORLD

BUT IN THIS LIFE, WHERE WE ARE NOW,

I CANNOT BE YOUR GIRL

I'D LOVE TO KNOW WHAT I'D HAVE FELT,

IF I'D LET YOU INSIDE

AND I'D LOVE TO KNOW WHERE WE'D HAVE BEEN

IF ONLY WE HAVE TRIED.

"REAL"

I may not be your best friend

but I surely know that I always try  to be the best I could be

I may not seem to care enough

but I can feel you within my heart

I may not talk to much to you

but you'll find me waiting every minute just to listen

to every piece of your heart saying

All my wandering years had led me to you

and being your friend

which are changing the face of my world

From the birth to the death, in my life,

I often ask my self where I might go

to make real friends

But they are not the people

I must travel to find

They are the people I take with

Because real friends are 

those who can make me believe

they never even exist

Letter For Mom

October 24, 2010

Dear Mom,



I can’t sleep tonight so I’m writing letter for you. Now I’m sitting in the lobby of my friend’s apartment. I’m sitting with my friends, they are Nina, Zeezee and my senior in collage, Cahaya. They are so busy until ignore me. Nina and Zeezee are writing and discussing about homework and Cahaya is repairing zeezee’s laptop because many virus in her laptop and Cahaya is a collage of technology information so he is understands about that. I really miss you and all of my family over there until come to my dreams every nights. Outside, many people are moving up and down. All of them are wearing jacket because in here the rains were fell down and the weather is very cold. There are couple walking on foot, they look very romantic and make me jealous. Inside, it is cold too but still comfortable. There are three old men at the table next to me. I don’t know what are they talking about what because they are speaking with Korean language so I don’t understand, but they look very happy because they just laughing and laughing again.


I am fine. I was start my collage since one month ago. I attend classes every morning from Monday until Saturday. I really tired but still spirit because prayer from you. I like most of my new friends. they are very nice and beautiful and because of they I have many experiences. Until now, I’m not yet get son in-law for you but I try hard too.


How are you, mom? I hope that you are well and still happy. How about your work? How about my family over there? Don’t forget to take a rest and take care your health because I worried about your healthy. Don’t forget to send my regards for family over there especially for grandmother. say, I miss her.

Your Daughter
Firah

"The Meaning"

Days that had elapsed
Will it happen again
Where we've
smiling with ..

Is there a word which is able to express couplet despair in the hearts ..
The road we passed always parted memories
A thimbleful of hope always exists in
Could it end up just being a memory
Time continues to run
it steals a rope friendship

One definite
we're always timeless ..
although many tears
flowing to
The meaning of friendship .....

Your world

Oh poet of love,
when you have no inspiration
you may as well play in my life
How did the know for just myself
but no more than that
sometimes hijab which covers the whole body is sold with a little seduction
it appropriate then it all happened
Sometimes only the task at hand
do not know what to do

Oh Lord
high science right not beat your ego if you stay there
playing with the evil demons that whisper slowly
they say "all is rarely done"
unknowingly you have faced on the road that has no choice.